Not really sure

Am I doing the right thing? I do not really know what I am doing I would like for others to see that people who have been through things can come out on top of anything!! I work hard and I learn a lot. I would also every now and again like to play. I already do not have time for my wife which kills me. I do not ever have anytime for just me! I refuse to be a failure and I know that and the Lord is the only thing still pushing me! I am so tired at this point I honestly can not remember the last time I slept good. Will I find peace in the madness? Me and my wife have now this coming week been together 5 years and I can tell you I fall more in love every minute!

Tattoo

I just got the most awesome tattoo today! My wife watched and I think that is even better! I will post more on it later. www.tattosbyjacob.com check his site out that who did mine and I must tell you he is the only person who will touch me  with ink again!

Joy

Have as much joy as you can!!

Wonders

It is amazing how people act and react! If only people could learn to take a deep breath before they start to speak… Oh Yeah!! That would be me too huh. I am the worlds worst however I have gotten so much better.

Learning

This is learning…Have you told someone that you love them? Have you talked to your parents? Have you gave someone a hug? Have you prayed today?  If you have not done these things, ask yourself why and then go do them!!

Moods

As you all can tell I have been very moody lately and I believe it is stress. Stress is something that I handle well until it gets to the point that I should just give it all to God to handle which is by the way the hardest thing for me! Is it for you? I know what I am to do and just let God handle it but it is so hard for us human to do and or understand! I have gotten so much better at it and I pray that one day I will have this big break through but so far it has not happened. I would love for us to find a house so that we can get out of this apartment. What a blessing that would be and of course we would like to have kids and well we are not getting any younger. HA! So saying all that just please pray for us cause that is the only thing that will help! God has the answers to all our prayers!

Math

How is it that you are given one thing and then expected to know something different? Get it together and the sad part is that Math is my best subject.