My best friend from high school found me and my heart is open to her and the kids she is family not friend!! Thank you Lord for given her back to me till you come to get us all!
Monday, September 21, 2009
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Alone
Even though I am surrounded by people some times I feel alone. I need to get out and find me something to do like a hobby. I love my wife more than myself but I must venture out and find me something to do and stop being so dependent on her!!
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
House hunting
We are now looking for a house Praise God!! Dear Father please let your will be done with this house we both have been doing the best we can and I could improve on mine some. Thank you for the many blessing you have given us!!
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Cursed
I have a serious problem not having a filter with my mouth! All my life my mouth just is a problem and I have improved 100% however, I still have a problem I do not understand why people will ask you for your opinion but do not really what it. People today can not handle the truth at all!! Every time someone opens their mouth I feel like their lying because they sugar coat everything. Which I do not, is it that I do not care, or is it I can handle the truth and i have no problem speaking it! I am sick of PEOPLE thinking they know best when they can not even tell the truth. My real dad lied all the time and he is a TOTAL piece of SHIT! Why can you just not tell the truth will it kill you? NO it will not! Be a man or woman and just say what you feel. I have to filter so much and honestly I’m tired of it!!
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Concerns
I have some concerns about certain people around me right now and I know that the Lord is leading me to help them but I am to the point were I have no clue what to do. I know that my past helps me when I see people going through some of the things that I have been through. But I need more advice I think. How am I to help? I do not have any clue right now I just pray the Lord helps me in everyway to lead me in the direction that I need to go!!
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Big Purchase
Aimee and I have been together for over 6 years and we bought a new big screen TV and it was the first big purchase we have bought. Of course it did not go as planned but it turned out just fine. I know that I make spur of the moment decisions but I also think that if I did not then we would never get some things. I love my wife and she is the most amazing thing that has ever happen to me but sometimes she should Live just a little and I know that I should think of things more but I think she should analyze some things less.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Demons
Since I have been home I have been having nightmares and fighting demons that I knew one day would come out. I have felt like I have kept this from my true love and I am now on the verge of breaking so does that mean that it is time to tell? Who is to say all I know is that I am so very tired of being tormented by this!