Concerns

I have some concerns about certain people around me right now and I know that the Lord is leading me to help them but I am to the point were I have no clue what to do. I know that my past helps me when I see people going through some of the things that I have been through. But I need more advice I think. How am I to help? I do not have any clue right now I just pray the Lord helps me in everyway to lead me in the direction that I need to go!!

Big Purchase

Aimee and I have been together for over 6 years and we bought a new big screen TV and it was the first big purchase we have bought. Of course it did not go as planned but it turned out just fine. I know that I make spur of the moment decisions but I also think that if I did not then we would never get some things. I love my wife and she is the most amazing thing that has ever happen to me but sometimes she should Live just a little and I know that I should think of things more but I think she should analyze some things less.

Demons

Since I have been home I have been having nightmares and fighting demons that I knew one day would come out. I have felt like I have kept this from my true love and I am now on the verge of breaking so does that mean that it is time to tell? Who is to say all I know is that I am so very tired of being tormented by this!

Just Thinking

As I sit here in this empty classroom studding for my English test I am thinking how awesome it would be to just be sitting at home. But it is my dream to go to college and I am here. I soon will be finding a way to go to school full time at the beginning of the year so that I can finish quicker. I long for that day however, I think will I stop there or will I come back to school and get a higher degree? Who is to say now. I honestly hope me and my wife will be pregnant by the time I am finished with school. The Lord knows where we are and what we need. I have learned a lot about myself over this past weekend I will blog about it soon.

Last of the Last

I told myself this would be my last piercing and I must tell you I have been pierced hundreds of times and never once had trouble. Well I ended up in the ER and I have been in pain for days. And Pain is something I have enjoyed however this was not the kind that was pleasant!! It is over I will never be pierced again! Which for me is a big thing. Lesson learned. I will post some pictures at a later date to show who I was compared to who I have become!

Checking Account

I have now put my wife on my checks so I no longer have anything that is mine…lol  Of course she has her own account and we have the joint account…hum sounds like she has the upper hand does it not? Oh well it is cool with me I really don’t mind I just like to tease her about stuff..

5 years

5 years today I married the most amazing woman on the earth. There is not a day that goes by that we do not laugh together. I had a chance to speak with my uncle and granddad this weekend at the same time and I learned a lot from the conversation. For one, if you have a spouse that you can laugh with daily then you have found something. We ask each other questions over the weekend to just see what each of us could do to better ourselves (note: I won the game cause I had the most points)! I have to say it is never a dull moment when we are together. I do know that this little woman that the Lord gave me had time and time again saved my life and held us together. I look forward to more than the next five with her!