I have a thing about release..pain
I am hoping to save and get my next tattoo which I enjoy them so much and have several. Of course they are not cheap and so I will be saving money up for one. We have gotten started on the house and I would much rather be moving into it than getting a tattoo so I will wait. I must say though as I save for the money I will have to decide which one I will get first. I have spots picked out and what I want it is just what I will decide to get first!
It seems that I have been going through a rough time lately and I can not figure out why. I know that I have been working long hours on top of going to school. Plus stressing about the house when I have no control over the house so of course, I will stress over it and have no control. Why is it that most people want to stress and control the things that we have absolutely no way to control? I have been pondering on a lot of things lately and not really sure if that means anything or not. I normally am just like a machine I keep going with no questions but I have been thinking more of future and present and how things are and what is making them the way they are. It is not questioning God, just trying to get a better understanding of why things are what they are.
I get to school and then a girl approaches me and says hey Joe and I looked like this person is crazy..It is my cousin Erin who I was very close to growing up. The Lord has a plan for us I am sure of it and maybe I needed to have more of my family in my life right now. We will see what is to come Lord you have shown me yet again you are King of Kings
We know own a house. It is our first house and we are really excited. The Lord has blessed us with the friends and people who have made this house and Home. We will be finishing the house and hopefully moving in by the end of the year! Praise God for the many blessings!
