Not really sure

Am I doing the right thing? I do not really know what I am doing I would like for others to see that people who have been through things can come out on top of anything!! I work hard and I learn a lot. I would also every now and again like to play. I already do not have time for my wife which kills me. I do not ever have anytime for just me! I refuse to be a failure and I know that and the Lord is the only thing still pushing me! I am so tired at this point I honestly can not remember the last time I slept good. Will I find peace in the madness? Me and my wife have now this coming week been together 5 years and I can tell you I fall more in love every minute!

Tattoo

I just got the most awesome tattoo today! My wife watched and I think that is even better! I will post more on it later. www.tattosbyjacob.com check his site out that who did mine and I must tell you he is the only person who will touch me  with ink again!